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Now or Never Strange feelings overtake me

Where am I?

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November 2, 2016

I looked around this morning and realized something: I couldn’t recognize anything. Nothing seemed familiar.

A song came on and it reminded me of how I used to feel and how I still feel on some days. It reminded me how I felt back then and how I wanted to…


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Not Feeling Super Duper Strange feelings overtake me

A New Low

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June 21, 2016

I hit rock bottom at some point in the last 24 hours. It was an immensely terrifying place to find myself. I never expected to reach this particular low. Alas, here I am.

The past few months have been a blur. I look in the mirror and have no idea…


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What a night…

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May 3, 2016

I often feeling unsettled by the things that transpire within my own mind. A haunting reminder of the sheer force of strength and will needed to remain in control of a seemingly infinite and unpredictable hub of thought, feeling and perhaps even spirituality. My dreams last night left me…


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Transformation in Motion

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April 14, 2016

I can feel it again. A changing within me. Not something new but rather a continuation of evolution that had already begun but had been halted by the past many weeks. Fear somehow slipped back into my life unnoticed as I began to spiral downward. I was completely caught…


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Walking on Water

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March 22, 2016

I feel like I can stay above the surface as long as I keep my eyes focused on my objective but the moment I look at the storm surrounding me, I begin to sink. A famous story and now one I’m seeing first hand in relevance to my own…


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Now or Never Optimism is nice Strange feelings overtake me

My head is spinning

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February 18, 2016

Another night of no sleep. *sigh* I suppose I should be grateful that I’m at round three of trying to quit smoking. This is my third attempt in the last month. I usually make it 3 or 4 days before slipping back. Hopefully that won’t be the case this…


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A Bold Step Forward

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February 8, 2016

Today marks the first day of the rest of my life. It’s mildly terrifying.

I’m filled with both a focused optimism and a fair amount of alarming doubt. Regardless, I’m here now in this situation for what it is and every thought, feeling and decision is going to make or…


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Was it real?

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January 19, 2016

I’m not sure if it was real. I remember it clear as day. But being the last one here – was it all a dream?

The sea of people. The mesh of sound. Everyone was here. Everyone was there. We were young. Really young. Just entering the world for the…


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The Pain of Change

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January 12, 2016

Last night was maddening.

Lying in my bed, tossing and turning from the time I laid down until the time I got up. There were small pockets of sleep but the recurring nightmares jolted me awake frequently. If my eyes weren’t shutting on their own from sleep deprivation I would’ve…


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News

New track!

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December 14, 2015

Hey everyone,

So I recorded a new video of my latest song called “Shadows” and threw it on YouTube. It’s a little different then most of my other stuff but I think it turned out okay. Let me know your thoughts! Hope you dig it!

In other news, there really isn’t…