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Now or Never Optimism is nice Strange feelings overtake me

The End of an Era

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September 24, 2018

The hands of the clock seem to pick up speed as the countdown to the end of what has been and the beginning of something new, approaches. The day has almost arrived. I had known it would come but now that it is nearly upon me, it seems as…


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The New Shape of Reality

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March 30, 2018

My dreams lately have been a hurricane of bizarre, scrambled formations of thought, feeling and concepts that my mind and soul desperately┬áseem to be trying to piece-together and reconcile. The result is thought and feeling from the distant past, merging with my current reality while borrowing elements of a…


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The Neutrality Of Late

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October 24, 2017

The leaves fall once again and as I sit and watch the golden parade of color, I can’t help but contemplate all that has changed in this last year for me. It has been monumental. Filled with both tragedy and pain but also love and growth. It often takes…


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Uneasy Sensations

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January 12, 2017

I feel awful today. It’s a special kind of awful too. It’s the one where it’s not because of the day you’re having or the result of a particular event, it’s the one where the moment you open your eyes in the morning it washes over you instantly, shocking…


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The Feels

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December 6, 2016

I haven’t felt this way in what feels like a lifetime. But I can still remember the strength these sensations carry.

It’s nice to be distracted from the bullshit in my head. Haven’t thought about my own emotional struggles for awhile now. Haven’t had the time or really even the…


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Where am I?

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November 2, 2016

I looked around this morning and realized something: I couldn’t recognize anything. Nothing seemed familiar.

A song came on and it reminded me of how I used to feel and how I still feel on some days. It reminded me how I felt back then and how I wanted to…


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A New Low

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June 21, 2016

I hit rock bottom at some point in the last 24 hours. It was an immensely terrifying place to find myself. I never expected to reach this particular low. Alas, here I am.

The past few months have been a blur. I look in the mirror and have no idea…


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What a night…

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May 3, 2016

I often feeling unsettled by the things that transpire within my own mind. A haunting reminder of the sheer force of strength and will needed to remain in control of a seemingly infinite and unpredictable hub of thought, feeling and perhaps even spirituality. My dreams last night left me…


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My head is spinning

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February 18, 2016

Another night of no sleep. *sigh* I suppose I should be grateful that I’m at round three of trying to quit smoking. This is my third attempt in the last month. I usually make it 3 or 4 days before slipping back. Hopefully that won’t be the case this…


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Was it real?

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January 19, 2016

I’m not sure if it was real. I remember it clear as day. But being the last one here – was it all a dream?

The sea of people. The mesh of sound. Everyone was here. Everyone was there. We were young. Really young. Just entering the world for the…